I am so tired of ice cream right now you don’t even understand.

Thank goodness for this coffee. I definitely don’t want to be up this early. But I have this class for work so I can finally run the register and not have people stare at me after I’ve explained I can’t run it and my coworker will be out shortly. Ha. But seriously guys. I highly recommend the Eight O’Clock brand Hazelnut coffee. It’s so good.

My First Day of Work

So I had my first day today. Worked 9-5 and started my training. I mostly made ice cream and filled the coffee pots since I can’t do the cash register yet. I also helped clean the windows in the car wash. 

Today was good and fulfilling but so tiring. My feet hurt. I need to get inserts for my shoes to minimize that. So for the rest of the night I’m just going to relax and then back at it again tomorrow at 9. Then a class Tuesday at 8-2:30. Theenn I’ll be able to run the register during my shift on Wednesday night. Both Wednesday and Friday I work overnight 10-6. That should be fun. 

I am so emotionally drained and triggered and on edge right now and it’s ridiculous. Ugh.

So nervous right now.

I wasn’t nervous yesterday at all after she called me. I was actually excited. Now that I’m up and ready to go, I’m nervous. I really need this. Gah.

You guys have no idea how much I’m debating on order a 12-plack of  Andy Capp’s BBQ Fries from Amazon right now. Because I literally have not been able to find them anywhere but the Drug Mart my boyfriend works at. 

Ugh. Want.

My iPhone feels so nice and light without a case. However, I am far too clumsy to keep it caseless.

Day Fifteen

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I’m currently playing Super Mario Sunshine and drinking water out of my Taco Bell freeze cup. I’m cool.

Pretty sure Thomas cuddled with me in the middle of the night and told me he had a bad dream.

So today:

• I ate most of a large order of fries, a cookie, and a Diet Dr. Pepper at school. It definitely wasn’t the healthiest option at all, I realize that. But it’s the most I’ve eaten in one sitting since Saturday, so I’m counting it. But right now I am craving some fruit salad and a veggie tray. Like well not a whole veggie tray obviously,but items that are on a veggie tray. With Ranch. Or Hummus. Or both. Yum.
• I sneezed like five times. Which I feel is a good thing because I haven’t been sneezing the whole time I’ve been sick, which I’m pretty sure is why I threw up on Saturday night (TMI I know).

Also I’m feeling moderately good about my math final and got an A on my Computer Concepts final and after I take my History final tomorrow I will be done with this semester and I can move on with my life.

My boyfriend bought me Super Mario Sunshine off Ebay gahh aosidfjasfi I’m so excited

Day Fourteen

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I want a  cinnamon roll and Cherry Coke Zero. Ugh.

I want to write but I’m so discouraged now because of what happened earlier and the fact that the stuff I want to be working on is on my external hard drive which is not here right now and I’m not even sure if I can access the stuff at this point anyway and I’m letting my discouragement and stupid emotions get the best of me like I always do and ugh oisadsalfdkoaifsdsalf.