My stupid pants are like literally scratching me and digging into me. I need new ones. BUT MY PROBLEM is that when I lose weight I’m going to have to buy all new pants any way. BUT I don’t have any pants that fit me besides three pairs of leggings, a pair of jeggings, sweat pants, and possibly this one pair of boot cuts (I haven’t worn them for a while so I can’t remember). 

So it’s either waste money on new pants and then not be able to wear them when I lose weight and have to buy new pants AGAIN.

Or look like a frump/be uncomfortable until I lose weight and can buy new clothes without wasting money.

I know deep down that this was a good decision for me. I know that here I’ll be able to pursue  what I wanted to in the first place. I know that it’s a hell of a lot cheaper. However, it’s shit like this that makes me miss being at OWU. It makes me wish that things would have worked out both academically (me being able to get into the program I wanted) and financially Because none of the shit I’ve been dealing with for the past couple times I’ve been here would have happened there.

I really wish that the WPS file type was compatible with other programs so I could open them.

Because right now I can’t open any of my writing that I’ve been working on for years. And I tried to use Zamzar to convert the files and it’s worked for my smaller ones.  But it doesn’t work with my larger files because they want you to pay for it in order to do so. Which really pisses me off. What I need to do is find a computer that has Microsoft Works on it so that I can plug my external hard drive into it  and then copy and paste them into my Google Docs. Even though that would be time consuming. It would be worth it. But I don’t know who has Microsoft Works anywhere near me. Ugh. This is just really frustrating. I’m starting to get excited about writing again but it’s discouraging when I can’t open any of my other work. 

On a brighter note I downloaded OmmWriter and a trial version of Scrivener and I really like both so far. I’m still exploring Scrivener but so far I like it and I plan to actually buy it when I get the money. 

I am desperately craving breakfast food.

But I have no car to drive to a good restaurant. And I don’t want to walk to the one within walking distance by myself because I’d have to walk back in the dark by myself.

Ugh.

I really really really want scrambled eggs and toast.

Edit —

Alyssa is going with me because she wants a bagel.