I know deep down that this was a good decision for me. I know that here I’ll be able to pursue what I wanted to in the first place. I know that it’s a hell of a lot cheaper. However, it’s shit like this that makes me miss being at OWU. It makes me wish that things would have worked out both academically (me being able to get into the program I wanted) and financially Because none of the shit I’ve been dealing with for the past couple times I’ve been here would have happened there.
I just really don’t want to do these labs. Like… they’re not hard at all because the book tells you stop by step how to do it, and I completely understand it. It’s just so goddamn time consuming.
After Computer Science:
My professor just pointed to me and mentioned me possibly being a feminist as an example for the lecture and little does he know that I’m actually a feminist.
I think I’m going to lay down and be lazy for a bit and then I’m going to study for my Computer Science quiz I have tomorrow and then do History homework.
I want to go lay down for a bit because I’m starting to get a headache but I have homework for History due tomorrow and I want to get it done. But I do have all night to do it and all day until like 5pm tomorrow to do it because my class isn’t until 6pm. Hmmm…
School starts tomorrow so right now I’m going to do laundry and while my laundry is going I’m going to
My first class is at noon but I want to be up by 7:30-8 so I can have plenty of time to prepare.
Five more days until I start school. I’m getting more and more excited every day. I bought my notebooks today. Fortunately that was all I needed because I already have pens and binders and other stuff that I had from OWU that I didn’t get to use. My first class is Monday at noon. Elementary Algebra. Fuunn. But I’m still really excited to start school.
Community College here I come.
So the doors to the rooms in my residence hall don’t stay locked (like the ones last year/in other residence halls on campus) when you’ve opened them, so all evening Nive and I have been chilling with the door unlocked (which is honestly not unlike any other night). So she’s watching TV/revising a paper/nodding off to sleep, and I’m laying here having my heart ripped out of my chest and put back in by the emotional roller coaster that is Once Upon a Time, and the door opens. Well I assume it’s either Sharmalee or Liz (our other suitemates) coming in to the room because either the bathroom was locked on their side or they just wanted to come in. Then I get a flash of a male figure and hear something to the effect of “Baby Jesus says goodnight,” and then shut the door and went on his way. Nive was fully conscious by this point and looked at me. And I looked over at her and was like “Okay… I’m locking the door now.”
So my roommate set her alarm to wake her up when she took her nap. Well it’s going off and “Call Me Maybe” is playing and she still isn’t awake and I don’t know if I should go over and turn it off.
And as far as I know I get to stay. Because my GPA is just over what I needed to be able to stay. I was very excited.
Next year I’m going to work a million times harder and get back to doing good again.
I feel like reposting the first picture I took of him is an appropriate way to remember him. (Taken with instagram)